I still have 2 more VCDs to watch for the anime Cowboy Bebop but I'm trying to delay the inevitable. I guess it's cos I know the sad ending, having skipped forward to take a peek. It doesn't matter if it's fictional, I know I'm going to cry my heart out and I don't want to. And so now the story is suspended in time for me, like for Bjork's Selma in the movie Dancer in the Dark.