Stupid thoughts nowadays (when I'm free to think anyway). Wanting to know your whereabouts but not willing to ask, for fear of appearing possessive. Wondering if I'm turning possessive. Wondering if I have a right to turn possessive. Wondering if and when one of us will suddenly blurt out "I can't", and there won't be any need to elaborate. But when I next meet you, it's all bliss and I think maybe! maybe!

Need to remind myself not to think so much. One day at a time ok.