This encounter with the girl showed me.. that I'm still capable of feeling. And I suppose if I were not so disappointed, I would recognise that as being what it is -- the most important thing to come out of all this.
- something I read from da blind mouse

The bugger just plucked the words right out of my mouth. So I'm oscillating like a yoyo now and have the emotional stability of a hamster on drugs. But I do feel, though I don't know for how long.