I've been so busy I've forgotten to pay my phone bills and they're nearly due. I'm so anal about paying bills that this has never happened before unless I'm out of the country. Too much is going on and I really wonder if what I do is adding value to anything at all. Like my best friend says, I need "little wins" to reassure myself that everything is fine and under control, that everything is going to make sense. My "little win" today is my best friend's comment that I've come a long way. And I have done it without giving up what I love doing. I need to remember this!

I am not ashamed of who I've become.