I called a good friend yesterday cos I felt miserable all of a sudden. For no reason at all. He was busy so he said he would call me back. I sms'd back to tell him not to, that the moment would pass. He called me right back and asked me what's wrong. I couldn't say anything cept repeat that NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING is wrong. He didn't believe me and I told him I couldn't talk. So he asked me to call him back when I could talk ok? But I didn't, cos I didn't know how to put it.

Now I thought of what I wanted to tell you. I wanted to say at that moment, that I'm afraid I'm incapable of falling in love.